do bats eat cats?

i want the gothic illustration version of alice in wonderland and i shall own it.

i bought a £15 itunes card today and spend the whole lot already

i'm going on a picnic in a couple of weeks. i'm meant to invite 2 people but i don't know who. oh i miss the days when that would be an easy choice

i'm not such a happy kati right now and people are noticing which isn't so good. i thought i was doing well as well but mabel noticed it today

i have sunburn on my left shoulder but not my right

i haven't turned my phone on in a very long time

i wish i could say what i want to say but i can't

i don't think i can cope with this for another 6 weeks or longer

i have eaten two boxes of raspberries in the space of two days

i hate whipped cream

i don't know how i'm getting to prom and prom may well just be the most awkward night of my life as it seems now

i can't sleep anymore before like 2am, it's no good

i want a haircut

p.s: if you ever can't sleep at 1.30 in the morning and so decide to listen to dance music don't bother it doesn't work. what a surprise.

p.p.s: i still can't sleep and am determined to listen to all of the music that i bought so i'm gonna ramble aimlessly for a while. i'm listening to the human league right now. this song just reminds me of me and my dad dancing in the car on the way to horse riding once hahaha...i fell off of amy that day and all the kids watching gasped which made me laugh. also reminded me of the number of times i've ended up clinging around bazils neck and minna grabbing my collar and hauling me back on. damn clumsy unco-ordinated orange horse. but oh how i love him sooo. i can cross my toes, is that normal? i'm really bored. i have no one to talk to. wish i'd have gone out with cat tonight but i would probably have regretted it if i had because i would have felt really ill. i almost took down all the pictures in my room earlier but i figured it wouldn't feel like my room without the pictures, even if i don't want to look at them right now. i like my new purple pen. i'm reading a lot of weird advicey websites right now but they don't help because i can't do anything. i hate being helpless and i hate the unknown. two of my biggest fears - its why i'm so scared of dentists and doctors because you're totally helpless to them and you don't know whats going to happen when you go. i'm still not very healthy even though i'm trying really hard...my body just repels food and sleep atm so all i can do is walk. i've been doing a lot of walking. brighton and to hannahs and back multiple times. i don't like walking to hannahs because i get nervous that i'm gonna bump into people. any people but 2 or 3 people specifically. tomorrow i'm going to revise during the day and then in the afternoon/evening go for a long walk listening to music and stuff just through all the fields i can find. i'm now listening to i like the way you move. i can still mime to that perfectly. i like doing that it's fun but everyone has seen it now so the amazing novelty has worn off. maybe if at my lewes interview it seems to be going badly then i will put it on and mime to it hahahah. that would be genius, like a scene from some weird-as sitcom. i want to see my nieces/nephews. being round small people cheers me up because they're all so innocent and lovely. to kill a mockingbird is a really dull book. my ear piercing hole things have closed up which sucks.
humm.
uggghhh 31 days until exams are over. thats not very nice. 31 days. then my parents are away so i'm all on my lonesome with no one to see or talk to all weekend and then its prom and i don't know how i'm getting there or who i'll talk to on the table thingyyy and then i have a week, then i go to malta. accckkk. goddamn you unknown. make yourself known.
i used to like taylor momsen but now she pisses me off. i like her song with the pretty reckless though. but..the name of the song is pretty depressing so we'll ignore that. i must say if anyone has read this far down i congratulate you and you must be some sort of weird stalker or something. if so, kudos!
meh.