my life

the future can't all be planned out, it's impossible because things change and details change and feelings change, and it's fun to plot the details but they're not real and they're not going to happen..generally. but you can think about the general details - the big picture.

i want to sing. i want to ride horses. i want to live near the city and near open fields and spaces to walk. i want to volunteer at an animal charity. i want to get married and i want a kid or two. i want to travel - i want to go to america, paris, japan, italy, australia. i don't want to get married in a church. i want style and happiness and vintage. i want to laugh. i want to have fun. i want to perform and i want to inspire. i want to dress like i'm from the 60's. i want to keep my friends and drink coffee (or hot chocolate in my case) in cafes in the city and catch up. i want to love and be loved. i want a cat called darla. i want beautifully illustrated books. i want a reality.