i deal with things in a strange way. i never thought i would be one to remove myself from my friends and co for a while but at the moment thats just what i feel i need to do. its ok though..i don't mind it. i'm just getting lost in fiction and imagination. i want to go to some sort of theme park as well but thats too expensive for now.
peoples advice is always to not remain friends with someone when you break up with them and i assumed i'd follow that but theres something about this thats different because we were friends beforehand and i don't want to loose a friend. i guess we'll see what happens with time.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call, ooooh oooh.

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.

Might hurt some, not too much, but I gotta let it wait.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.

Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.
I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Baby, it's better, and I wan't you to be happy.

Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
It ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So there'll be cheating, better saving, but not me and my boy.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.

So when we go nuts, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.
I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
-- Turn It Up by Pixie Lott.

oh and as for my 365 i haven't quit it but i'm sort of having a bit of a break from it for a couple of weeks. i took a photo yesterday but not the day before and not today. theres no point if i don't feel myself, because why take a photo of myself when its not really myself i'm taking a photo of? i'll get back on track soon but at the moment its just not the right time.