25 things

so cat tagged me in 25 things on facebook and i decided to actually do one of these things.. i haven't posted on here for a while. things in my life have been going great, and those times when they aren't i am learning to deal with them on my own. i'm happy :)

1. i am in love. i am so damn in love that it hurts and i want the world to know how much he means to me. but i can't, because our friends dislike us for going out
2. people who make a mess annoy me. people who do everything really slowly and inefficiently annoy me. people who don't listen to me annoy me
3. i love singing, it's such a passion. when i am singing it feels like nothing matters anymore
4. i don't get drunk, i don't smoke, i don't do drugs. i don't mind people who get drunk, but i can't stand people who smoke or do drugs. well it isn't the people as such, i get along with plenty of people who do both. i just feel that if people have problems they need to find another way to get past them rather than using substance to forget. i also don't understand why not remembering what you did constitutes as a good night
5. i love paramore, florence and the machine, bon jovi and laura marling with a passion
6. the song bed of roses by bon jovi makes me cry with happiness
7. i don't have a best friend anymore. my best friend changes depending on who i am with at the time
8. i hate saying goodbye
9. i cry because of happiness a lot. i cry because of sadness a lot. i just generally cry a lot
10. i smile a lot too, almost constantly
11. i am a lot more confident than pretty much anyone else i know, but when it comes to things that really reveal my nature i am incredibly shy
12. i find sex fascinating
13. i think i am pretty, i can no longer think of anything i would change about myself
14. my favourite flowers are gerberas because they look like huge bright daisys
15. i like long messy hair and vintage style pictures
16. i feel like i was born in the wrong era..i want to be a hippy chick
17. i have fought against life a lot but am beginning to feel like i have found my place. i have people around me who i love, and even those who i don't always love as much as i should i have a fondness for
18. i am really liking my family right now, especially the support they give to those close to me
19. my macbook is my baby
20. i never wanted to get married or have kids or even have a steady relationship, i wanted to experience loads of different people and things. now i want to stay with alex forever and we would both live in a beautiful house like my sisters, we would both be musicians and it would be amazing
21. i love the soft glow you get from a lava lamp
22. i don't think i could survive without my ipod
23. i take a lot of care of myself. i try to keep my room very clean, i eat well and i make sure to exercise every day, even if it is just a walk
24. i can walk for hours without tiring
25. i love traveling, especially on buses. i love putting my music on and just leaning against the window, watching the scenery and the cars go past, or watching other people on the bus and their strange ways of acting

well that wasn't so hard :)