28

my illness is getting worse :/ this isn't good, i feel so damn shit. i woke up with a piercing pain in my ear and it felt like it was gonna burst and then i couldn't hear out of it for the rest of the day and the pain was intensified whenever i spoke so i ended up going back to bed for most of the day until i woke up feeling like i was going to die or something, with the worst stomach ache in history and ended up sitting on my bathroom floor feeling like i was going to pass out not sure what to do. i had a fever and everything and was shaking :/. i feel better now (this is being written the next day and i seem to be fine now which is weird but yesterday evening when i jotted down what to write for this i still felt bad). i just want a big hug :(

day 28 - sunday 30th may 2010.